Where to start ....
l guess ill start from the beginning of how club xb was born. It all started in december of 2005. One of the lowest points in my life. I gave up on everything and just didnt take of myself anymore. My life was going in the wrong direction. I locked myself in a cave and distanced myself from the world because i was dissapointed with myself.
I made bad choices after bad choices and instead of learning from them i sat around dwelling over them.
At this time i didnt have much going for me i mean. Who wants to be around anyone that just hates life ? I started clubxb because i liked the car so much and hoped one day i would own one. So thats where clubxb was born and at the beginning there were alot of helpful members who helped build the community. I cant remember all the names but dtrain, squirel, old man campbell, and scott i think ? just to name a frew really got our community together. One of the reasons why i started clubxb was i knew it was going to bring together a great helpful mature community. Ive started many forums before but i always gave up because like everything else in life once things got rough i abandoned ship. I worked on clubxb night and day and at the time that was the only thing i had going for me. Months passed and the community started growing and finally there was life at clubxb.
While all this was happening my life was still going in the wrong direction. I remember at one point and time i couldnt even sit in a car for more than a minute. One day i got a wake up call and i took a step back and looked at myself and realized i couldnt sit around and let life pass me up. I got to the point where i was tired of my own excuses. I didnt care if i had bad luck or was unfortunate. I decided from that day forward if life was really out to get me so be it. I was going to be positive about everything that hapaned whether it was good or bad.
Something magical happaned people knew i needed help or wnated to change my life and doors started opening up for me and i walked right through everytime. One thing led to another and finally i was getting my life back on track. I told myself i would finish every single goal i ever said . It was tough and there were times i just wanted to give up but it wasnt an option anymore. I ran into alot of other obstacles during all this and things were getting overwelming but they were moving in the right direction. I was so concentrated in getting my life in order i just couldnt find or make time for anything else. In september i had to make the decision to sell clubxb to a new owner because i felt i was neglecting the community and it wasnt fair to the members here.
I was hoping to finish out all my golas one day than eventually return back to club xb and devote my time as a community member but one obstacle came after another. I did finish out everything single thing i set out to accomplish in 2006 but more things have been popping up taking me to limit. I guess this is what you call life and i thought the ride was going to end but its still going on riht now. Im doing great aand things look better than last year but i always felt that i feared letting the members here know about my story because it dissapoints me that i couldnt handle everything and clubxb at one time.
Well finally i got over my fear today and made this large post .. I feel as if its closing out a part of my old life and the old me because im a new person now.
I just want to thank every single member at clubxb you guys mean alot to me and honestly without this community i dont know how things would be today if clubxb never existed. Alot of things i learned from this whole experience i have applied to other areas of my life that has really molded me into the person i am today. I dont just exist in it, i live it.
I own a shadow mica now xb with around 9000 miles and i love driving it. I still have alot of unfinished business with my life that im still sorting out now and unsure when ill have time to be a contributing member here again but i feel i shold let you guys know of whats going on.
Before i end this post i do want to ask u guys for a couple favors.
I still have alot of clubxb stickers that are unsold and would love to get rid of them since im still in a financial rut.
http://search.ebay.com/search/search...satitle=clubxb
My 2nd favor i ask is if you can submit an auto insurance review of the company at the site ive created below. Yes selfish shamless promotion just like google...
http://insurancecompanyreviews.com/a...nce-companies/
This would help me alot and i would appreciate it plenty if you could just spare a minute. Thanks...
Thats all....